Another episode… October 12, 2007
Posted by larg in Life @ Republic, Social Degradation.trackback
This is just another one of those “self-pity” entries, I rather people ignore this post because it’s too sad and it’s too annoying. I have totally given up trying to communicate with w64a. In my entire 4 weeks so far, I only have spoken to only 3 people and yet we’re still far from the term ‘friends‘.
I don’t excel in looks, abilities and personality, which is probably a failed cause for trying to mingle in this class. Everyone has cliques already and have know each other quite well now, I’m just the impossible to approach loner whom nobody has bothered to talk to so far; well majority at least.
I can’t find my voice when I want to speak, socially I fail. Because of this handicap, I swore never to find a job dealing with PR situations, I also found about my weakness via my first job. So for now before the hurt gets deeper I decided to put a stop right now. I don’t know anyone, neither does anyone know me. Let it stay that way until Year 3 when we leave each other for good.
I can’t wait for this entire term to get over with, stat.
I think you need one of these…*hugs*
second from me..LOL..*hugs*
take it easy lar..u still have us as ur friends..=)
or u want to join me for my maple outing..loL
And Joo have me Roy kor!!! *clings onto Roy kor*
screw those ppl! =x
Actually don’t worry lar! ya doing fine really. You look pretty comfortable around us that day at Jurong Point. ^^
HEY! u could mix around well in w25C marh. haha! try doing the same for ur new class! it might work! haha!
Thanks guys…I really wished I can be with my friends but of course everyone has their own life and schedule. But as for my future I’m doomed I supposed.
HELLO
CHEER UP, mr i-gallop worshipper!
smiling is the best solution! (:
hahaha.. think positively!!
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if you started to chat with anyone of them, they will surely reply to you.. no worries… =) I believe that they wanted to talk to you too, take off your ear piece and join them to chat !!
dude i think you should realise that sometimes we have to step up and make the first move in order to succeed in whatever we do… dun even quit without trying! that is the worst thing a man can do. try talking to your new classmates one by one and before you even know it, you’ll have a huge social circle. trust me its not that difficult to make friends in RP. all you need to do is make the first move. and by the way i’m sure there are people in your class ready to make friends with you but jus hesitant that you might not respond well to them. don’t presume yourself as a outcast without even trying. so go for it! make some friends and enjoy life… peace out…
Omg you worship igallop?! O_O”
erm sand…long story
Anyway I’m very thankful for all the comments, I even had some from people I don’t know. @_@