Unchartered Zone

I find myself feeling stressed out, irritated, tired, bothered and too much of an inconsiderate brat lately. The only way I can keep relating myself with is towards songs to vent out my internal turmoil (if I have to use this word, it’s serious). Over gaming can really sort of make you an airhead. I’m like a very blur person nowadays with a memory worst than my grandmother, heck I even forget most of the time what I wanted to write in this blog.

Another issue I have with myself is finding my own talents. I have no right to be angry about when other people become successful in life and have multiple or a single talent they excelled at. I can’t help but to feel immensely jealous and then start to compare with myself constantly. I can’t even advise myself on this, I’m a pretty messed up person. This blog alone tells everything about my life…

…well if I even had one.

Congrats to Sandra for passing her driving test, I think it’ll be a while before I even took the test. I have no time and I’m not sure if I’m ready to drive. There will be increase in casualties if they allow a sleep deprived person on the road…

Sometimes I wish I can really “throw it all away, forget yesterday, we’ll make the great escape…” like the song by Boys Like Girls go. Unfortunately, reality bites and pulls you down with responsibilities.

Boys Like Girls – The Great Escape