Socially Blah September 25, 2007
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Already a week in my new class yet I have not known anyone yet, I can’t rely on Joanne and Fairuz forever, they need to expand their social lives too. It’s like bleh for me, everyone in this class already are comfortable with each other and are yakking away already but too me the “comfort” feeling barely goes away. I also haven’t got to know a single of Irene’s last semester classmates yet.
Yes it’s obvious I fail socially lol.
And also I have found out a certain faction mate and friend of mine in GE have found out about this blog. He was spouting information only elusive to this blog alone, and he claims to know a friend of mine who introduced the term ‘roy-bun‘ to him! 
Omg, so who is this mystery caper? Obviously they’re not that stupid to reveal themselves hence they asked my faction mate, Sidney to keep a secret of their identity. I only have a couple of clues…
- It’s a girl.
- She’s studying in a Poly.
- Seriously, roy-bun is a term exclusive to a few friends in my tiny social life.
So in short, you’re not hard to crack down but I’ll be lazy and all… 
Meh, I feel so lonely and jealous when I see my classmates engaged in cozy conversation I can never hope to join…
Rough start September 23, 2007
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My school semester has resumed already and I have to say so far, things already went roller-coaster downhill. I still don’t know the class, I already getting ‘D’ and ‘C’ grades, I suck in Java (this time it’s advanced Java omfgwtfbbq), I get flu every morning resulting me having to eat drowsy flu pills (thus resulting in a slumber during class), I have to chiong my PP…
Enough is enough, I hate myself. I have a horrible social factor that reeks of failure and screams of the lack of self-confidence. That alone is enough to hinder me upon anything (or everything) I do. Like god seriously, get off my back!!
I shall not continue this entry further, it’s just calling for more reminiscing of the horrible life I go through everyday at school.
It sucks to be me.
Just another day September 14, 2007
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I woke up this morning (or maybe afternoon, or was it yesterday in the middle of the night? O_O) to find this staring at me…
Aw just the perfect pick-me-up after an ebil stressed week, thanks! 
A Horoscope Email I received recently, so I decided to see how accurate it was -
TAURUS – The Enduring One
Endure? Well I can endure most things, so this is partially true.
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not.
Charming but aggressive? I don’t think I ever flirted in my entire life. 
I think I’m boring but I am not?
Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance.
I can be a hard worker (if I want), warm hearted? More like too soft ha! As for the last part I’m not too sure what are they referring to.
Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their
beauty.
Er…but I do admit I rarely like taking the shortcut ( even if it means less suffering). Beauty? wth?
Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind.
Patient, yes, reliable, unsure, great friends…er ask my friends
Loving and kind? Gah what is this? Some kind of trick question?!
Loves hard – passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums.
YES, YES and YES.
Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.
Not really, I don’t indulge myself often but when I do, I go all out.
Er…ask my friends?
Total Accuracy - 4/6
Ubin Days September 14, 2007
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So I decided I wasn’t going out too often, so today…I went to Pulau Ubin with Wei Bao and Meiyin. Apparently no one else could come because they had work or were busy with other stuff. Just as well I went out too because I needed some fresh air and GE would be scheduled for maintenance as usual.
Ubin changed a lot ever since I last went there, even the Changi Ferry Terminal also had changes. I may not have lived there but I have vivid memories of the old Ubin like anyone who lived past the 90s’ period.
No chickens.
Lesser people living there.
Improvements to Ubin.
Let’s face it, I even had trouble finding my way around a while. I suggested to the girls we went to the Quarry Lake and Chek Jawa. I’ll add pictures once I asked WeiBao for them but meanwhile, enjoy boring old descriptions. We rode our way around via bicycles. Basically I led them around where my Geography teacher did during a secondary 2 outing.
I conkered my fear of heights by a little by climbing the 120 steps tower aka viewing platform @ Chek Jawa which was a freaking 9 storeys high! Though I have to admit I came down faster than I could climb up. The rest of the day was cam whoring and cycling around up-and-down slopes reaching our destinations. We didn’t have much run-ins with wildlife though sadly.
My brain has fizzled out, I can’t even elaborate much. And another zoo outing with another bunch of friends is scheduled this Saturday.
If it’s possible, I can actually die of fatigue.
Pathetic September 9, 2007
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I find myself feeling stressed out, irritated, tired, bothered and too much of an inconsiderate brat lately. The only way I can keep relating myself with is towards songs to vent out my internal turmoil (if I have to use this word, it’s serious). Over gaming can really sort of make you an airhead. I’m like a very blur person nowadays with a memory worst than my grandmother, heck I even forget most of the time what I wanted to write in this blog.
Another issue I have with myself is finding my own talents. I have no right to be angry about when other people become successful in life and have multiple or a single talent they excelled at. I can’t help but to feel immensely jealous and then start to compare with myself constantly. I can’t even advise myself on this, I’m a pretty messed up person. This blog alone tells everything about my life…
…well if I even had one.
Congrats to Sandra for passing her driving test, I think it’ll be a while before I even took the test. I have no time and I’m not sure if I’m ready to drive. There will be increase in casualties if they allow a sleep deprived person on the road…
Sometimes I wish I can really “throw it all away, forget yesterday, we’ll make the great escape…” like the song by Boys Like Girls go. Unfortunately, reality bites and pulls you down with responsibilities.
Boys Like Girls – The Great Escape
PP Absolute bish September 5, 2007
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I spent my holidays doing some hardcore gaming…and some hardcore PP work. Hell I think I might die of fatigue if this keeps up. I just hit 855 words, still have like (2000-855) more words to go, sorry I’m not in the right state of mind to calculate. How the heck did I get myself into this mess?
RP Happy fact – No such things as attachments as compared to other polytechnics
RP Unhappy fact – Attachments gets replaced by something called professional profiling AKA PP D:
While talking about hardcore, I managed to achieved a crazy attack speed of 13 for Irawan in GE
in GE the lower the speed number, the faster it is. Warped logic but heck…
But otherwise for now, my mind’s like some fizzled out battery and my eyelids are like bags of cast iron waiting to drop. Excuse me while I go take a well deserved slumber.
Just 12 hours or more of sleep should suffice. 
